hello to all of you checking in to see how the knitting is going.
I haven’t done the knitting yet today so will put photo up in the morning.
Emotional roller coaster today.
1st i miss my man sooooo much already & he only went this morning.
2nd is that i’m coming to terms with my daughter’s illness.It’s pants really & i don’t want her to be ill, i don’t want to see her go through it or be subjected to how it manifests.
Today i went to a carers meeting specifically for carers of young people with mental health conditions.
It will be a good meeting to learn about the conditions & share experiences, give & gain support etc.
But for today it was just so heartbreaking…….all of us there in bits emotionally & not knowing how to help or what to do for the best, all of us exhausted, worried, sad, isolated & wanting so much to be anywhere other than in that room.
Choking back tears & trying to be strong.
Today has been a tough one & i’ve still got to get through the evening & cook dinner.
Then hopefully off to a relaxation session at the yoga centre & knit before bed